There are too many fork in life, and people have time to choose only one, sometimes find themselves unexpectedly stumbled stuck in a vicious circle of life, the fear is not in the edge of consciousness. Perception of people Although it will pain, but the courage to start a new line may come out from the edge.
a shadow on the water in front of people lost in thought, someone said to him: brighter and more beautiful you, why are you interested in the moon in water? near. So I was thinking, it should be realistic virtual homes or homes far from seeking close? distance through the actual situation, to find their own goals, and has been brave enough to go!
as Tagore's poem: . ruthless and affectionate;
people often in the most mournful mm when the base was to see the humanity and the great;
one mm too often heal after injury, only seen through the shackles of humanity and detachment.
Do not be too caring and concerned about the glorious past (if you ever have), do not always make himself burdened with the heavy shadow of memories (if you've ever tasted), because that is the last you create, and experience. And now that everything is not the same as you would have to allow themselves to a new attitude to accept all the changes! wish all of this! mm inscription
and colleagues to go shopping yesterday with the appointment of; to go to the hospital to get test results sub- , has been delayed for two days (probably a little afraid of it himself!);'m going to call about my grandmother, asked the long time did not go to the elderly, and she certainly had me thinking about death through; wanted to go to hh
morning bright sunlight scattered the Soviet Union in Lingxue bed, she was sitting cross-legged, in the careful consideration of the things to do today.
Alas, even over the weekend of leisure than to work but also did not empty, evening work at least a night, but today, today A dusk of night, and the shock to the movies together, think of this, Xuesu mouth not help micro up there, have not seen A shock for several days, and he is very busy, and he is very busy, but do not know what each other really busy, simply tinkering with his own.
woman's nature is really like shopping, and sometimes does not want to buy anything, but just want to enjoy the colorful scenery of the streets look just aimlessly wandering the streets in a commercial section. Xuesu today is this way of shopping. several fashionable woman, the same with the street shuttle visit, his mouth a few laughs from time to time McCain will always have the old and the topic of reality: What fashion, marriage and family, and men and other various non- other hh
for the store, finds fault with the window of clothing, let them have a strange sense of satisfaction, Xuesu always thought that this feeling may be better than that country's sense of humor, somebody less! occasionally, suddenly see one or two style very heart pieces, they immediately did not hesitate to go out and buy down, shopping is to such an atmosphere, casual casual long, has no intention of love at first sight! the mood is certainly more enjoyable, because what this did to get ready, and they accidents have been. through the cinema, Xuesu specifically looked at poster put it earlier today, was fired hot things, as one Zhigu network visit. Since the application for the account online a few months ago, she was leaving home at night, eyes and mind a refreshing dip in the network in various BBS, chat rooms and learn to build their own home page.
I heard can not help but cry. Xuesu think she is too exaggerated, because according to their own experience, can not stand to see any films three times, and may be moved to tears the first pass, it is definitely not after a few times, and tired of all bored dead!
Had A shock yesterday called to invite her to the movies then, and she was going to meet A shock, then Xuesu know what will never look silly movie, not as leave time to soak in the online game of enjoyment, severe addicted to it, carry on. So, it is curious to taste the taste of this game, like morphine.
think of the months, their practice yesterday, finally into the messenger. Unfortunately, his favorite is the only Shangguan into the south, so when he knew him from thinking of.
first saw Shangguan into the South, he was just a young and promising arena master (do not call him prawns, because He is non-evil non! this nature to Xuesu privately and Wen Jui-pen in the characters felt very much like, huh, huh), now into the South has a master set mm can be sent to open cases.
born in their year-old encountered him, he has been trailing protect themselves, still remember the first meeting, he said: . I put you trafficking, huh, huh. , there is a Laojiang Hu travels take you, it is more efficiently and avoid the risk of being kill. So, now some people feel good about themselves, how can they easily let go, Lai Lai also go up, Xuesu want.
tell me what you thought of the Soviet Union called Ling Xue, Boy, or hh. using a real name, Oh! then crap a pass, misty him. Xuesu secretly wondering: . r I do not know do you know? squatting to laugh over his stomach almost up, so well kept a fool.
from Xuesu and into the South began a career with them wherever they went. Every time into the South have patiently waited for her arrival, as long as the appointment, regardless of How late; each experience, as the South are all Xuesu every possible care, to her eat well, wear nice, but not encouraged, and mistakes or to punishment, she did not forget to exercise to improve the hp. Xuesu know from where people decided to take her into the South how incredible thing, it is said, before he made a name here is relentless, especially for woman never leave to resign color, sometimes even Lashoucuihua it.
other Xuesu 13 years old, into South said Xuesu a teacher must worship, meditation practice, the old so afraid of him wandering abandoned material. So Xuesu Villa came late January, is barely seen in the beginning suzerain into before agreeing on the south face, and just let Xuesu a little dancing girls when Shonai, Xuesu suffered a heart that is a shame, to persuade the bad into good persuade the South, and starved for a few days after ( Later, as the South by the sin from the Xuesu not there much better than it, huh, huh), only then I thought, as the high level look at them! so every night since late January Kulian secret, what Qibao days Lan dance, ah, and so soft fingering Hong hh
to come to come. Personal crowd in a nearby KFC. Xuesu heart is not quite like to eat this fast food, the atmosphere is on the very interesting cause of the children felt noisy people, but also they change things that way, changes in taste was doing anything, things did not change people to eat boring machinery. Sometimes eating, eating, Xuesu do not feel like eating lunch in the food, but rather like eating a food assembly line produced by the stereotyped products as loss of appetite.
a bit absent-minded, whether to eat or talk, Xuesu do not know how suddenly become so did his mood up.
eat after we chatted for a while, to bid farewell to each other. < br> A man standing alone on the streets look, Xuesu think it should go to the hospital to get check the results. A few months ago, his stomach always felt a dull pain, the pain onto the point of death last week, before going to the hospital made a examination, said that after three days to see results may be delayed to himself now, probably the reason these days not feel pain, it may was a little scared! Somehow Xuesu chaotic premonition that he would have perhaps a bad disease, like the terrorist point of what might be a cancer. want nothing more just in your head. A shock like that, people fell ill, the spirit of vulnerability, a vulnerability to think the worse of love.
Unfortunately very, not the doctor on duty the day today to Xuesu doctor for a check, so she could not take the examination result. Well, did not come on when your check made their own good is not very good as before you! snow So Sue muttered to myself.
the way to the street to Grandma bought some fruit and gifts, Xuesu grandmother went to North Korea. grandmother was a childlike innocence the more the older people who care about the truth like a child with Xuesu How long did not go forward, is not she too old, wordy. more than half of the afternoon, Xuesu to cajole grandmother, told her some of their interesting experience, listening to her talk about her story of old people there hh
to make the last point when the afterglow of the setting sun shed when the time came and the Arab Xuesu agreed shock cinema entrance, A shock to one will probably have, and far away to see him looking around on the steps look like. He is a very good boy, known him for almost two years, but have known each other but he is not romantic, on the contrary it is vulgar: intimate knowledge (God knows, when his age was only 23, how could even pull a few silly not to go blind date promised parents Ah, but the earthquake was also 26). While A shock is indeed very good, because it is blind Xuesu after all, know that the lack of something!
A shock is definitely a courteous gentleman, but also thought conservative understanding of such a long time, and he shook Xuesu at most only dare to hand (and only cross the street or in some special cases), which makes Xuesu find it hard to get, and now the number of boys and knows how to respect such Gunian Li of running out. and now the concept of boys and girls to Xuesu feel surprised, do not even know how it will happen even between a few weeks, and some advocated only cohabitation, not marriage?
Xuesu No units from the ground and think of two jokes in the rumors: a male colleague and love of his girlfriend more than six months on the grounds that more than half of that woman still refused to give him a kiss; a female colleague to a blind date to meet each other feel good , met three times, female colleagues and the young man fell through the ground is no point macho, all see the face three times, and even afraid to hold her hands with me (alas, and it was macho, it really should be a sentence, not a man without color? joke). However, whenever their own and some people say when they joke, someone the other hand he was a platonic love players. Plato, what is wrong, absolutely romantic , absolute truth, so often back Xuesu.
When the mouth, the mouth feel salty accident, unknowingly tears, certainly watch the scene jack and rose in the farewell scene, that long period of bagpipe music triumphantly hh But then how is the appetite to see it again. < br> A shock'd never thought of the performance of his project from beginning to end to look on the screen, occasionally Xuesu want to talk talk talk, he said, he is either ambiguous or pay any attention to the past. end of the exit, in the ethereal Celine Dion sad song, he actually said something too unpleasant to say: fiance, we will not abandon their foolish for a woman (not to mention the original promise, and he rose engagement status is not tempted by fame and fortune persecution, which what's true love) the trouble, and ultimately end up the reputation of being selfish and evil were cast aside. go to feed such a woman used to enjoy doing nothing, even if she could, and their own through thick and thin, but their efforts failed after the event, also in the inferiority of her noble life. So jack silly, unless he has no time to predict more. How many people could love and be loved in between the wandering, but in the end no one never to have loved it! Moreover, romantic love, where Dide Guo real cold! after all, only a movie, the film is not a romantic point of how to attract viewers! so real vision or not to comment on it. proposed that the second half we got married, you say okay? Never one to follow others holding roses in one hand and a glittering diamond ring Yao Li, and then down on one knee proposal. may not have to downplay to the point where, in order to seek the views of other people like.
We all know more than two years, and each can be regarded as married, and no appearance is not without it, there are barriers between people, to this, of course, the time to consider getting married. Who said no love for each other ah! you love me? I do not know love you be considered? things, at least solemnly, and how two people speaking now as in the small farms in the same bargain.
, but if I do not love you will you? do not love about you come out you will see a movie? do not love you will spend money on clothes and give you up? to spread ripples of disappointment. discuss both parents to discuss how to. trance, indistinct, and that he does not know what to feel hh felt in that moment, the previous period of his life suddenly is far, far away, and his inexplicable hovering in a line on the other side of life another. This line is more afraid of his past now flustered, after all, that side of things, which they do not understand, I do not know how to cope with the future. a lonely, lonely feeling helpless, the Xuesu gripped.
so woke up a little bit back, Xuesu found that he was already open computer, dial-up online. to see into the South to talk, this idea of a strong powerful. However, so late yesterday, did not and he made an appointment, he may not in the hh
Xuesu not disappointed, as the South actually there.
down, until now. :-( also it was going to talk to you.
Yes, the South, I would like to know how old you are, then I better determine what should or should not ask you some questions.
me, thirty several of the people. small Aso, is not the case to the problems of life, and Oh! your love, marriage, how to look?
love and marriage, as to give and receive. In fact, you believe, do not give up and get Han difference between. world, not for a person something eternal life. get after, we might find, that is not what you want, then it will automatically give up the (spiritual affirmation form of hard to say!), but did not get before, in any case reluctant to give up The. love like giving up, and marriage are similar. However, marriage is something that can be made into an endless struggle of two people may be suffering, frustration and plain but it will not be love.
you say do not expect people to love, marriage chilling.
you married? small Aso, or how to ask them.
possible, Xuesu vague answer, I do not know how consciousness into the South do not want know, like the fear that they will break anything like.
Oh, small Aso, but life is so, where is where to go, bless you!
you start to talk with me and said, in the end to talk about. Xuesu deliberately turned away from the topic, do not want to go on into the south, because the atmosphere just felt a bit faint embarrassment.
you closing your eyes, then opened two minutes, okay? into South pleaded. < br> Well, are you up to? Xuesu really Biliaoyanjing, although that does not close his eyes closed as the South could not see, can still do according to his request.
bouquet in full bloom roses lie on the screen, next to the eye-catching red > Xuesu suddenly burst into tears today, what a coincidence, two suitors, a vulgar routine and dull, but that the reality of absolute truth, a romantic happy to do so, may actually only in the virtual network.
you do not want to do small Aso, I really love you, if you hh
No, I'm willing, I'm just being moved to tears. fast to type.
a person's senses, is often the case, for example: prior understanding of happiness, and have a wonderful feeling after.
Xuesu now I feel the taste of happiness, it was floating like a feather filled warm at heart, that moment is to forget all moment. Xuesu clearly felt his face in the hot, if there is a mirror, it is certainly a flushed red.
small Aso, you know, I wait for you to grow up so very hard, because I see in the first When you are in love with you. I'm afraid I'll give you as a dependent by your father and brother, oh, now I finally do not have to fear because the day did not come and find you married (you know, you can talk about marriage to On the day after I marry to keep from the early late!).
In fact, you know, the South, in the meet you after you have been my hero and my life's most important, the reason I has yet to choose, on the other day hh
know they just cold front screen, enter the passage, or after the Xuesu blush, and fever, as also a little surprised even cynical.
really ? Aso, my little Aso, late today, you must be tired, have a good rest, tomorrow we get to town to hold a grand wedding, okay? After Xuesu under the net.
stared, the feel is definitely not sleep.
not export, the other has been pulled called quack quack pull.
, the other has been pulled called quack quack pull.
you is not easy, you did not expect such a call to find Burongyia! ? to me such a rush! ; just, I want you say something, you help me to refer to the reference. ; Yes ah, but you had the message pretty well informed. Today, the very promise that you Shuangqi, as if being forced like. Today, the experience of the two were to marry him back out, want to help make their own adjustments to adjust King Yin.
, the people too, so you can not because the network share to a virtual perfect shock dismissed out of Afghanistan can not see his good points, you really do not know enough not to be too! you see I'm still a loner, and can be a bit jealous you, if I can have a shock that Arab boy love me, must be very happy very satisfied. too absorbed in a perfect and romantic. home, I do not know how, particularly those lost in no mood to Heaven and found that even before ideals and dreams become a bubble, that I thought my nerves not so strong, can withstand all the ups and downs of life ..... . , and they are different lines. Yin Joan is a very distinct personality girl, lively, warm, Ganaiganhen, very suitable for the times. Xuesu and her opposite, quiet, introverted, conservative ideology is also biased in favor of, and love fantasy.
met because one day they heard a knock Xuesu bedroom door, opened it and saw a girl wearing red, she asked Xuesu: ; Xuesu said I was. She looked at Xuesu look carefully, and then happily embrace Xuesu hand, mouth shouted: , thinking that this girl is sick.
the flame is still flickering just excited.
is it! see your member card and found you and I turned out the same year, born the same day hey! I'm so excited, want to have to find you, and you become friends! delighted to see her.
and Yin Qiongcheng after Xuesu to a good friend for almost inseparable. college boys joked that they like two flowers mm Zhang Ai red roses and white roses.
Joan Yin not part of the city, she and her parents in another city, her father was a very successful businessman. So, after graduation, said Yin Joan wanted to stay in this city, her father bought for her here a a house.
remember Xuesu asked her why she do not want to go back, there not worse than the city. She said she was superstitious, and asked people to have our fortunes, fortune-telling, said that after she found she wanted to be here all mm love, career, freedom, and so she must stay.
Now I'm frustrated, really go ...... Xuesu, in the end you are not listening in, ah, how did the sound? , who is a kind of emotional animals, often you will come to life now is so low, what many do not consider, for a time to fine the scattered rain. fantasy and reality will only compare the distressed people, you do not know how to dream I do not love this person in front of the feelings of love, and hope you will not grow up to this point, it makes you feel more brutal, you are more confused and bear can not afford. I know it is easy lotus, and fine. had a lazy back, got into the covers, close your eyes. if they are naive to think the problem from here, do not know thinking, drowsiness suddenly strong, and the first one-sided, for he fell asleep.
alarming medical certificate goes out words: ovarian cysts. not quite understand what the beginning meant, the doctor looked at her mercy, said: ; it serious? , who is willing to ah! Fifty or so, it is best removed, or if after the recurrence of cancer may deteriorate into. rest, then the general will not. Well, soon you and A shock marriage to do, such as birth to a child before making a cut. Otherwise, according to Afghan parents, the concept of the earthquake is not acceptable to you, even if the A shock like, now Ah do not want to shock the original do not know yet. A shock, okay? ;
out of the hospital, my mother went home, Xuesu side of the free Guangzhao, while North Korea and Afghanistan where shock appointment went.
late April, the hot weather has already begun, and her mother out of time only two points, the sun is shining, the earth's temperature very comfortable. Xuesu always thought that the weather in April is the most suitable to wear beautiful clothes, especially Arab and other seismic moment and there is a date, it should be decorated well (also for their own point increase in confidence) to pick a beautiful embroidered silk shirt, a waist of the elegant dress, although some thin, but on when the ancients, temperature and the day is very different, the breeze brings is a deep chill. particularly when Xuesu standing alone on the streets, desolate despair unbearable state of mind when to feel more a cold night. A shock actually done it!
just made a phone call to his home, but he did not go back, but also played for pagers, but no reply. Now, Xuesu involuntarily went to the side of the booth, just how the mind hope that his voice sounded the handset side, how would like to know exactly why he done it?
finally talked over the phone, but it is the voice of an impatient Chong Xue Su said dryly: I do not know! back.
turned home phone.
...Tianyi family reunion, when people have to relax after a busy day, his own, the full enjoyment of the rest of the time. the window from time to time came the waves of music and laughter, sometimes tucked into the ear the voice of some of assorted screens. < br> Xuesu has no intention at this time to enjoy the beautiful sultry night, her heart is cold, numbness, not pain, just disappointed to not be disappointed with despair despair. step by step, struggling to move the body, Occasionally there are some young people more than twos and threes, they blew a sharp whistle, and even provocative, eyeing Xuesu mm wandering in the streets of a lonely woman, she does not produce any reaction, there are stocks I'm afraid my heart is broken momentum.
A life, a man first of all to maintain the dignity of the surface can not be a joke mm Xuesu people suddenly thought of phrase A shock mantra. Just as the doctor said, an infertile girl to have a destination Instead, surprisingly, several thousands of people! How can cruel no intention to blame him?
ruthless unintentionally? really, Xuesu suddenly relaxed, the Arab League is willing to open this port since the earthquake, it is not that he did not love themselves, at most emotional decisions without love, not it? while he does not how painful, sad to have only their own self-esteem, but after the fear of their own difficult people, be seen as a failure of the poor people! so that he does not love A shock, yes, do not love A Earthquake!
Xuesu suddenly glad together. Xuesu meaning of marriage has been considered and a love of the people will never live together. and if not out of this accident, both his and the Arab-shock composed of persons not in love Is not marriage really is a grave! its not their true and a man had numbness of the other half of the days of makeshift helpless, not as I, let alone their own!
unwittingly walked the street, through the middle of the street Garden to front far away from home. in the dark, the house that day the blue ...
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