Games over

 Games over. School put three-day holiday. Would have thought that I could properly play. Go out with him. Through good times that day. But what?? I really did not expect. I ..... three the world to me there is not even out of the house. and almost at home in a woman. I really could not stomach. I had to think: he cares about me? understand me? I am jealous. I'm angry. I'm sorry. I'm sad. talk like a girl. I just could not turn a blind eye! I cried. .. It really hurt my heart. He made me not so serious. Maybe he do not mind. Maybe he does not know to my sorrow and anger. so he did not find me. have not done too much to explain (and perhaps no explanation necessary). I want to be not the case. sometimes. I would think. If you change to make is that he had her. she would like me you care? he will not take me and his compared to the past? my asked why. In fact, I really do not know. everyone was talking about. all joking that he went to another woman. In fact, I did not feel anything for this. because I believe he will not. it was just a joke. That night . I asked where he would go out. The small can chat with me. said some angry words. I mean that I will not care about him. injuries or their own. yourself uncomfortable and he will never know and can not see. for his feeling of heartache that no one feel! In fact, I do not know why Why does listening to his sentence will not be happy. I am also very confused. small can say that is because I care about. is not it? is this? Then I said I management will not ask me to do it? may really angry words. Maybe I really can not do. because of love. so I can not. .. can not say at the moment feel the heart ache just faint ....< br> Today, I came back well early. Think about it. from school to the present. Maybe this is the first time when home from school so early. I do not know how he recently had with. nearest to us. as if back to just hanging out. not have a sweet. sometimes. I really do not know what he's thinking. just one person in the constant speculation.'m really strange. Do I love it so difficult to achieve? people said. two people together to understand each other. and there are no secrets. and us? from the beginning to the present. I thought I did not walk into his inner world. he did not seem to me, I really do not know can do something for him. my friends told me. He cares about me. may be true care. but I ...... I may really selfish. now. I He's afraid to leave me. very much care about his every word. In his words may have other meaning. There is a hint. I hope that is what I want more. hope I sentimentality. Even if I would be selfish and willful re- how vexatious. please do not leave. because that is all because of love ...
Because I love you. So I will become a fool ...
Because I love you. so I became a ...
because love you. so I will not help shed tears ......